Key-hole confessionals Vol. I

I never would have smashed you into debris

Looking at You then.

I would have jumped in front of traffic 

Trying to save Your perfect skin

Looking at You then.

Your face so close to Mine,

Seeing God when you’re deep inside.

I counted the days when you were Mine, 

Imagining we’d have all our life. 

You were my first.

A real woman in soft focus.

Holier than thou,

One big bleeding heart.

You haunt my nightmares now,

Clawing me back

To the start.